"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit or armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love." -Neil Gaiman

"Be aware that what you chase may not be worth catching.

If you cheat for it, you will come to resent it.

If you steal it, it will haunt you.

What you work hard for may become the sweetest thing in life."

Feel free to pretend

You aren't fooling anyone

I have the last laugh

Wowowowow; interesting day. First off, I actually accomplished stuff for school, and if that doesn't make this day interesting, then I really don't know what does. (Oh yeah, what I'm about to tell you...) So after I was being proactive towards my school work, I was off to have some fun at a local festival, but there was a catch: I had preform in a parade first. On the way there my mom and I got into an accident. Nothing major, no one was injured. Some idiot lady rear ended us. I got to the parade on time, so everything was fine. Festival was alright, typical games, rides and food. I saw this girl who hates me cause I'm the ex of the guy she's interested in. She thinks that she is fooling me, psh, yeah, whatever. She also laughed at me during the parade, but you know what, I really don't care, cause I'm not the fat ass sitting on my couch all day, I actually have a life and a personality. I win. (Sorry about the angst.) But anyways. So my friend mentioned that my grandma died one year ago from today. I was shocked, I didn't even think of that, does that make a me a terrible person? I still think about her all the time. I miss you grandma.

I am just obsessed with these pictures.

Keep you emotions

Locked up inside your steel heart

Maybe you'll have fun

Whenever I tell him how I feel, I always end up making things awkward and end up feeling hopeless and broken. But when I suck it up and keep everything in, the conversations flows and we smile and laugh. He never tells me how he feels. I know we aren't dating, but I can tell that he still loves me. I think that he is just scared to admit that I was everything to him. That's me being optimistic, it's weird, I know.

I absolutely adore this orange flower!

Summer, please slow down

The days are not long enough

Won't you stay with me?

Summer came and went. I didn't do any of the things that I have wanted to do.

Beautiful sunflower that I had planted back in June with my dad.

Emily Pavilonis i hobe julie perri and everything that comea with hr. hahah that's whaty she saiddddd.

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Heather Reichl at 12:41am July 8

der der der. my names emily and i think its cool to drink without heather and sam. bitches!

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Emily Pavilonis at 9:16am July 8

You didn't even get to bed like I told you to. tsk tsk

Kimberly Pavilonis at 9:17am July 8

I was going to... but Neopets distracted me. Oops.

I am not going to let you play me like you've played so many girls before. I'm not like them; I'm not dumb. I refuse to used by someone like you. You don't want me? Wow, you're stupid. Have fun with that slut. I'm everything she's not. I can give you everything she can't. Too bad you aren't with me, cause then you might actually have a chance of getting some of what I have to offer. You lost your chance. I'm moving on.